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hmmm...being single is tough...even though some may say tat being single is forunate...but for some1 who yearns to be luv..to be dote on...its so terrible....n cruel...seeing those couples...so lovely dovey...but u can onli see...but not experience...a lot of feelings...envy...jealous....hate..lonely...

ppl often says...maybe de time is not right...tats y u r still single...its more like words of comfort...but i starting to doubt it....guess its juz a excuse to make u feel better....but i dun...wait till u r old to find de right 1?...i dunno maybe they dun appear at all...its juz all fairy tales...live happily ever after...alone i guess...

its feel so hurting...to always keep falling for ppl...n de most irritating thing is tat i cant stop myself...in de end i end up hurting myself de most...crapz...who can i blame? myself lo...for being a bai chi n a hua chi...always looking forward to de some1...but in de end..all this become illusion..they dun exist..life is so unfair...guess...truth is tat...guys go for pretty gers n nice figures like a friend of mine told mi...guess i dun belong in tat cateogory tats y i am still single...inner beauty is all shit now...

juz trying to voice out all my crapz n grumbling...n unhappi stuff...how i wish i hav no feelings..crapz...