hateful...mi...

sometimes...i feel tat friends makes mi lonely...its not tat i hate my friends...its juz tat...sometimes got friends also makes mi feel lonely...i am a person who needs friends of coz...i am not tat kind of loner who can get used with no friends...but its juz happen tat sometimes i feel...tat every1 is busy with their stuff n cant be bother abt mi...i feel so small...not noticeable...or i made too little friends?...or maybe they r juz not close enuff...da jie say i hav grow up...but some parts of mi is still unmature...i am not so understanding...i am selfish...self center...but who cares?.....guess i hav to find things to entertain myself...juz like every1 else who hav plans of their own....