early celebration for grandma bday

yup...today after i woke up n had breakfast...we went to grandma house...for lunch....hmm...saw wormy...hahah...hmm he borrowed...de songbook with de phantom of de opera lol...he practise....a little...n attempt to teach mi...how to play his simple notes on de organ...but i cant seem to get de beat rite...hai...tats y i lost faith in my own voice hahaha....my voice...hmm not so enchanting...n i dun think i can reached tat kind of standard....until de voice can "attract" ppl lol...i would consider juz normal...n i dun hav my own essence...lalaa...i noe nothing of music at all...by now i still dun understand how to read notes...hmmm i am abit distracted now while blogging...coz...i rewatching de phantom of de opera...hmm...being...memerise...by de music........oh yea...we watch a sad jap movie...hmmm...but din managed to finish de dvd...coz need to go down for dinner lo...its was a "feng sheng" dinner...with a lot of dishes...then later...i went home lo...rewatching my vcd....argh...wish got de subtitle....for de music...phantom wanana christine to be his slave...so tat she can sing de songs he wrote...selfish of him...but in de end...Raoul...still won christine's heart...n "save" her from de phantom...i am..."tao ju" in de music...........oki shall stop here....already drunk in de music....hahaha...sounds kind of stupid....