200 pounds beauty...

its has been a while since i blog...well coz last week was a hectic week for mi....everyday got revision class...n today....went to see doc...well....i am a blur sotong...by right should see doc ytd...i tot its was today...i remeber de date lo...but mistaken de day...tot was today....blur rite....i onli realise it when i got there....so i waited to see de doc...well she has to see other paitients ma...reached there at 11.20...but when off ard 2+ to 3....i was thinking to study at de library after seeing de doc...but it screw up...so i went to westmall...n catch a movie at 5....as de title stated it is 200 pounds beauty...well some1 say its a typical movie...hmm...well..

a fat n ugly ger with a nice voice....has changed herself for de guy she luv....but after she change herself...she deserted her senile father n friend....but in end...she confess to every1 she is a fake...n wans to be herself again n she did...n de guy she luv falls for her....take a lot of courage...

so fantasy....hahaha...do ppl realli appreciate inner beauty lol...no 1 ever bothers abt lookS? nahz i suppose not...if guys realli appreciate inner beauty....y do gers still dress up n stuff to make others notice them?....lol maybe should some covert studies on guys on wat realli attracts them....JUZ JOKING.... i got better things to do than that....

i guess u juz hav to be urself...ur true self....but wat if...there is many sides of ur true self?...good or bad...its part of our unique character n personalities...y do emptiness n loneliness invade?...but lucky there r friends ard sometimes....a little more attention n concern can help to ease this feelings...others....cant be bothered ba....