feelings overwhelming....

well...today i juz finished my VCd of 'it all started out with a kiss'...abt a stupid ger chasing her dream guy...with determination...never give up attitude....optimistic ger...n a crybaby lol....well a lot of stupid stuff she did for the guy...n finally it touched de guy....lol...well will this be true in real life?...to do stupid stuff for some1 u luv....even though he keeps hurting u so much...wasted so mani tears on him....i guess its worth it for her...for de guy is damn smart...n good looking n etc....sometimes i juz hate de actress in de show...for she always cry....but laugh at her stupid acts....i dunno...coz i never had tat kind of attitude n personalities of her's....but u never noe wat will happen...in future....is it becoz of her personalities tat some1 will fall for her?...argh i dunno....getting emotional these days....guess its for being too free at home...tats y thinking running wild again....sometimes...i juz realli hate guys hahaa...so stupid...n yet gers still fall for them...hai....guess no 1 realli understand wat i am ba...lol...coz no 1 is willing to...of coz...i am protective myself tooo...dun wan to get hurt....even though i said i gave up on guys...but still pinning hope on them...wth....juz feel like a foool...juz admire those who got some1 who dotes on them...who luv them....give them warmth...care...attention they need...

realli sian...while working...sometimes see couples coming in to shop...onli ppl who never felt de luv will noe how i feel...juz dun like ppl who acts as if they understand mi well...actually they dun...well...of coz sometimes...i am juz not myself....too mani sides of mi lol... L A M E....blabbing nonsence stuff again....sometimes juz wnana let ppl noe how i feel...but i dun feel like voicing out hahaha...dun wan to be too dependent on ppl ba...the closer they get...the more hurt they might bring....

BULLLLSHITING again....oki oki...i realli dunno wat i am thinking...juz stop this stupid writing liao...feel like a damn stupid fool...unluved...