last nite was horrible...had a bad dream which makes mi awake for a while...but then i was conscious to noe tat my bro came into my room to take his uniform n bag....while i was drifting back to slp...my hp rang.....Rebecca called mi early in de morning at 7.30....ask mi wat is my class today.....pissed off....my class din start today....pISS....apologizing...not accepted...well..tried to slp till 11...though i was half awake...hai...i dunno....when i am with HER...its one of myself...when i am with others i am another self....but i am sure tat i am much happier with others....i guess...once she cross de line....i rather she juz walk away...instead she came back....this is beri disturbing for mi....i guess this slow 1 dun realise unless ppl tell her straight in de face....sometimes gers should be more sensitive...guess its not true for her....ppl juz dun get de hints....is her happiness realli built on ppl's pain? kaoz....