affinity fate God?
hmmm...today suppose to meet up with kath joyce n alvina to study....in de end left mi n alvina to study as kath was not feeling well...n joyce wanted to stay at home....how should i start....we were studying in coffee bean or star bucks i forget which....erm...we study for a while n chatted....there was a ang mo lady....she is used to sitting her favourite seat which we have taken so de staff told us if we could giv up de space for our bags to de lady...of coz we let her...after tat...another staff came n told us we cannot study here....so we were packing n drinking our drinks...
this friendly auntie beside us came to talk to us.....we chatted for hrs i guess though we dunoo one another lol....she was sharing her experience with us...n wondering how can we study in such a noisy environment....she was pretty adorable too hhaha...coz she has lived here for 3o to 40 years? n totally adopt singaporean slang n those alamak stuff....she is quite funny as well....we talk alot...she told us her family stuff...well we got to know that she married to a chinese singaporean man....she told us we were realli fortunate to live in singapore....its a bless to be here...rather than in other countries...coz she has experience from living in other countries...she even told us abt her personal stuff.....well we also talk abt "life"...n God....
eventually i dunno how we somehow chat until abt God....she ask us...'Do u believe in God?' well there is many different Gods for different culture...then she ask us again "Why do we have to pray n give offerings?"...somehow we replied tat becoz our family do so...."so wats de purpose of it?" somehow this kind of qns make mi stuck....actually i dunno if i realli believe in God...its like half half....well she is not trying to convert us or anything...she is juz sharing....she ask a lot of qns too...n even "challenge" God...like y should we believe or something....chatting with this friendly lady....somehow makes mi wonder too....we should ask Y....y r some ppl like tat....we realli chatted alot lol....
she even told us....we should not ask wats de reason if ppl come asking for help....a bit puzzle by this qns...she gave us an example...."give mi $10".....n usually ppl will ask "wat for?"....then she will replied "nvm forget it keep it to urself"...hmm well if u really truely wanna help...u wont ask wat for...coz tat person needs it tats y he is asking u....n she said we should not think so much...i dunno y but alvina of coz got her own thinking tat we ask wat for...is because we dun wan ppl to take de money or something to do bad stuff....so to mi is quite puzzling....
she ask us "where do u go after u die"....'heaven or hell" i replied...well of coz every1 is wanted to go to heaven...who wans to burn in hell 24hr?....well diff ppl diff views....some stuff i say might be quite sensitive issue...so i dun wish to say it in de blog....but she told us "never to accept triple 6 as it means Saturn which is de devil".....this statement....makes mi puzzle again....wat do she mean by tat....in de end...de point i gotten is tat anknowledge God n he will guide u to heaven....of coz muz believe in it....n de God i am refering to is Jesus....we heard the story b4...from friends from media....but whether to believe in Jesus is ur choice....she also told us to have character lol...n encourage us to keep asking "Why" lol....
well after we chatted....she gtg...n she was realli a friendly lady...she seems to know a lot of ppl at sebawang...some ppl will come n say hello to her....looks like she make a lot of friends haha...after she left...alvina n i went to de void decks...but i hav lost my interest in studying lol...so we chatted abt life...friendships etc....some how alvina told mi...we should be forgiving....n giv ppl a chance even though they hav hurt u b4....of coz we dun wan ppl to do the same thing back to us....so yea....bearing grudges is not good...unhealthy well.....sometimes its realli true tat one has to let go...no point holding it....as it only weighs u down....yea being bias is not good....God has eyes....he know wat u r doing n thinking....n nothing comes free in de world....lol i sound so like a christain hahaha....but this is wat i learn today...somehow all this chatting give mi a lesson of life....
should change my thinking....open my heart a bit know to know all kinds of ppl....so i can learn from them...instead of living in my own meaningless world....ppl learn from one another ritez...so they can change for de better....somehow...its good to embrace their bad points n help them realise...so tat they can improve themselves....one thing i learn from alvina....dun condem ppl....well easy to say...but will try to change...after all wat remains constant is 'change' isn't it?
OKI enuff essay writing...(actually still got long story) ahaha but oki la...tats all for blogging...but my head n heart getting a lot of weigh becoz of this thinking hahaha....maybe haven been using my brain much lol...so muz exercise my brain more...ignorant may not be a bliss....u have to know wat u are doing....n purpose of it....haha....kk tats all...!
this friendly auntie beside us came to talk to us.....we chatted for hrs i guess though we dunoo one another lol....she was sharing her experience with us...n wondering how can we study in such a noisy environment....she was pretty adorable too hhaha...coz she has lived here for 3o to 40 years? n totally adopt singaporean slang n those alamak stuff....she is quite funny as well....we talk alot...she told us her family stuff...well we got to know that she married to a chinese singaporean man....she told us we were realli fortunate to live in singapore....its a bless to be here...rather than in other countries...coz she has experience from living in other countries...she even told us abt her personal stuff.....well we also talk abt "life"...n God....
eventually i dunno how we somehow chat until abt God....she ask us...'Do u believe in God?' well there is many different Gods for different culture...then she ask us again "Why do we have to pray n give offerings?"...somehow we replied tat becoz our family do so...."so wats de purpose of it?" somehow this kind of qns make mi stuck....actually i dunno if i realli believe in God...its like half half....well she is not trying to convert us or anything...she is juz sharing....she ask a lot of qns too...n even "challenge" God...like y should we believe or something....chatting with this friendly lady....somehow makes mi wonder too....we should ask Y....y r some ppl like tat....we realli chatted alot lol....
she even told us....we should not ask wats de reason if ppl come asking for help....a bit puzzle by this qns...she gave us an example...."give mi $10".....n usually ppl will ask "wat for?"....then she will replied "nvm forget it keep it to urself"...hmm well if u really truely wanna help...u wont ask wat for...coz tat person needs it tats y he is asking u....n she said we should not think so much...i dunno y but alvina of coz got her own thinking tat we ask wat for...is because we dun wan ppl to take de money or something to do bad stuff....so to mi is quite puzzling....
she ask us "where do u go after u die"....'heaven or hell" i replied...well of coz every1 is wanted to go to heaven...who wans to burn in hell 24hr?....well diff ppl diff views....some stuff i say might be quite sensitive issue...so i dun wish to say it in de blog....but she told us "never to accept triple 6 as it means Saturn which is de devil".....this statement....makes mi puzzle again....wat do she mean by tat....in de end...de point i gotten is tat anknowledge God n he will guide u to heaven....of coz muz believe in it....n de God i am refering to is Jesus....we heard the story b4...from friends from media....but whether to believe in Jesus is ur choice....she also told us to have character lol...n encourage us to keep asking "Why" lol....
well after we chatted....she gtg...n she was realli a friendly lady...she seems to know a lot of ppl at sebawang...some ppl will come n say hello to her....looks like she make a lot of friends haha...after she left...alvina n i went to de void decks...but i hav lost my interest in studying lol...so we chatted abt life...friendships etc....some how alvina told mi...we should be forgiving....n giv ppl a chance even though they hav hurt u b4....of coz we dun wan ppl to do the same thing back to us....so yea....bearing grudges is not good...unhealthy well.....sometimes its realli true tat one has to let go...no point holding it....as it only weighs u down....yea being bias is not good....God has eyes....he know wat u r doing n thinking....n nothing comes free in de world....lol i sound so like a christain hahaha....but this is wat i learn today...somehow all this chatting give mi a lesson of life....
should change my thinking....open my heart a bit know to know all kinds of ppl....so i can learn from them...instead of living in my own meaningless world....ppl learn from one another ritez...so they can change for de better....somehow...its good to embrace their bad points n help them realise...so tat they can improve themselves....one thing i learn from alvina....dun condem ppl....well easy to say...but will try to change...after all wat remains constant is 'change' isn't it?
OKI enuff essay writing...(actually still got long story) ahaha but oki la...tats all for blogging...but my head n heart getting a lot of weigh becoz of this thinking hahaha....maybe haven been using my brain much lol...so muz exercise my brain more...ignorant may not be a bliss....u have to know wat u are doing....n purpose of it....haha....kk tats all...!
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