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hmmm...well..today went to work...was realli busy....n everything was in a mess...damn lots of ppl ocme out of no where...cant even breathe...but at de same time....time flies realli fast...so its oki...but all those stuff was realli messy haha...all like hill....today a few malay kids...trying to steal stuff...well...they knew they were being eyed on...haha...auntie's eyes real sharp...but still...some stuff still missin i guess....coz they come in grps...then block here block there...damn them...stupid kids...best is all send to boys' or girls' home....always steal....parents din teach them?....sad go sch to get educated but in de end become small thieves...best is kenaa caught coz they need punishment...shit them....those rubbish of de society...

oh ya...today also saw lai yiling...hmm..singapore actoress...erm with her family...lol...saw her baby...quite cute....^^...hmm...tats all i guess...tml working early...so gtg slp soon...oh ya...so far...all aunties r nice to mi ^^....

hmmm...

hmmm....those who aren't friends to mi need not bother to leave mi commentz...sound hyprocite...dare to leave comment dun dare to put their name...lol...nvm small case...juz feeling dead rite now so pls leave mi alone...its onli adds to my misery...luff wat u wan i dun giv any damn shit...coz those who luff aren't real friends at all....forever they r always right...of coz...haha...like putting salt onto ppl wounds...tats wat they do best....omg i dunno wat de hell i am writing already lol...going bananaS? at least i noe myself better than they noe themselves...think they r so noble LOL?...yea...they r de good guys ma wat can a baddie like mi say? anyway i fight or debate also lose to them...they r better debater...can join competition...loser like mi can fark off .....hahaha...watever lohz...juz never met such ppl b4...wat an experience....let mi write some rubbish...n buried myself under them....nahz...i dun like rubbish...i buried myself in comics ^^...omg i am talking to myself...lol damn bo liao hahaha...juz bot 2 new comics...beri beri funni n romance de comics...haha...nothing news going on ard here...damn boring after i work...no more movies coz no kaki damn sad....n no movies....= no popcorns...damn i miss them....lol...CONFUSED...shitty damn shitty...i dunno wat i am writing already...better stop b4 i dunno wat i am doing...)($()%*+_(%_#T

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yingyu...
keep things to herself...
indecisive...
no confidence...
selfish...
throw temper at close ones to get attention...
negative...
fall in luv easily...
gives up easily...
ugly...
fat...
pessimistic...
stingy...
selfish...
dependent...
dun wan responsibilty...
scared of getting hurt...

its suX

yes i noe its late in de nite should be slping....but cant need to fa xie....grrr

there is not such thing as "prince charming"....juz a bunch of fairy tales....which is used to bluff kids...n I actuallu believe tat one day i will meet my prince charming OMG forget it man...juz bunch of lies...this can onli happen in dreamlaND....acting like an idiot....it juz suX....i am not going to fall for it again...shiny white armor...riding a horse???? bullshitz....pUi...soulmate? forget it bahz...

lon3ly nit3

under a lonely nite....
i pray under de moonlight....
hoping to find someone tat can save mi....
from de lonely days i am going thru each day....

hoping to find someone who...
cares for mi...
dote mi...
treasure mi...
cherish mi...
n of coz...
i will do tat for him too...

but sadly...
heaven still haven sent him to mi...
or....
is it tat i haven open my eyes big enuff to find him...
or he is right under my nose...

becoz of all this loneliness...
maybe i hav been acting weird recently...
might be giving attitude to close ones...
or throwing temper ard...
coz all i wan...
was attention....

*sigh*
in search for my bai ma wang zi...

1st tim3 seoul g@rd3n

finally!!!i went out today...with kiwi,ben n yigao....lol...to eat seoul garden buffet...was thinking of eating sushi buffet but weekends sakae no buffet...then decided to go seoul garden.......as usual....i din eat my breakfast...then last min organisation...we met at 1.30...however....as always... i am de 1 who reached 1st....then dunno y today all those guys either took de wrong direction or miss stop -.-"...then reached tat ard 2+ to 3 le...then we start eating lo...then talk abt co lo...dota lo...haha pretty bo liao...then yigao play with his squid -.-" then we wait until 5+ then leave becoz kiwi wanna eat de sushi lol...

then...decided to go watch movie...at cineleisure...but it left onli de 1st rows so we drop de idea n go for lans ...suppose to meet qiqi on de way but she haven eat dinner so ...she eat dinner with her colleage then we go for our lans lo...on de way i saw yihui lol...with her bunch of friends...then talk to her for a while n left...so qiao lol...

then we go play lans for a while...play CS -.-"...too long din play...forgettne all controls...lol anyway...as usual always got killed by enemy...onli heng heng can kill ppl lol...played a while onli then i got a bit headache becoz of de screen lol...tooo long din play....then ard 9+ we went home bahz...lol tats how my day ends -.-....well at least better...then rotting at home ^^

juz @noth3r d@y

hmmm....today juz went to work...but b4 tat had a few rounds of dota hahahaha...remake a lot of times..but was fuN!coz winning ma...make ppl leave...then went to work lo...nothing realli special happens today lo...hai hope some1 ask mi out soon...been at home or workplace for quite some time....gonna die of boredem liao le la...no 1 seem..to bother much too lo...sad sad sad...oki la...back to rotting lol...tats wat i always do...but right now i am eating cold fried wanton lol!....cold but nice oki!...mum cook 1 de hor...wahhahaha...fatty!

n0t my f@ult! ^^

wake up super late as usual coz slpt at 2am haha....was suppose to go watch movie de...but SOMETHING happen lol...as usual i was playing my online game....was plvling my noob when i receive a call from my workplace!...they ask mi if i was gonig to work -.-"...i was stun! omg i thought today was my off...then they say no ar today i got work -.-....then i thought is i copied de wrong timing....then i say i will go down right now...they called at 1.30...suppose to start work at 1.15...

becoz i woke up late...then i skip my breakfast...mum was preparing my lunch when they call...so i din get to eat my lunch too...-.-"...i juz grab a bites of biscuits then chiong down to take mrt le....i reached there at 2.15...juz nice...miss 1hr of work -.-...then work until 5.30pm n had my half n hr dinner break...then when mei jiao jie come along to check account...then i told her tat i miss 1hr of work lol..then she say i part time so its alright...then later she say tat yin jie forget to call mi...so din inform mi...so its mi see wrong lol...is they change timing din inform mi....henG! so....i got off on wed n thur....fri working...sat off....sun working....hai~change lai change qu lol....

@noth3r l3g torturing d@y

ello.....another tiring day for mi -.-....well my dad n my uncle came back from egypt in de morning...while i was lazing on my bed....their unpacking noise was quite loud therefore i knew they were back...as usual they bot some stuff back lol...i got a pendant of my name...yytan using de hieroglyphic alphabet symbols...lol..n a bracelet...

after i ate i went to work lo...same old stuff...except de auntie told mi muz bring smaller bag coz not enuff space...n i hav to pin my hair -.-...then i got my schedule...work 3 days haha...coz i part time de..work on wed,fri..n sat...all 8 hrs de haha...hmmm..also calc...salary for this month...if continue 24hrs...will be ard 400+ ba...lol

yea tml off day....hahaha sore legs sore legs...de shoes also make my foot hurt...sian!...stupid so pain...arrghghghghghgh

1st d@y work = l3gs sOr3

well!...went to work for de 1st day...today b4 work i bought mac for lunch...i bought a meal n upsize it...then i saw they gave mi another burger...0,0...i told her i onli ordered 1....they say its promotion i think so got a free 1 in return....so i ate de 2 burgers lol...i could not finish my fries n drink lol....but its was sure filling! haha...then i went to work lo....

hmmm...de staffs over there were quite friendly...haven scold mi or watsoever lol...i juz walk ard making sure ppl dun steal...n giving baskets for their stuff...then arrange de accessories a bit making it look tidy n neat...but its quite impossible coz customer will come in...take a look...n din put back nicely...so no matter wat...its not tat tidy haha...then help those customer stuff lo...if i dunno anything...i juz ask those staff over there....quite oki la...except tat i hav to stand there for 8hrs...sometimes walking ard de shop...as de hrs get longer....my back cannot take it already lol...then my legs too...foot getting sore becoz of shoes n those long hrs....n my break is onli 1/2hr lol...i ate sweet n sour chicken rice for dinner...ate a while...sit a while...then go toilet a while...then i went back lol...i am still considered not busy coz i dun hav to restock de goods...the rest werebusy buzzing ard lol...i still dun quite get their names lol....

then...ard 9.35...we start to close lol...then i help to mop de floor lo...while 1 of de staff vaccum n de rest counting $$...hmm...tats how my day ends lo....tml same working hrs again...1.30 to 10....but i hav off day on sunday ^^...i heard from one of de staff who is called li yun...she said normally they will give 1 off day on weekends...coz we r new here but then after 3 times...we hav to work both weekends....might get off in weekends too but it depends on how they plan de schedule...which they plan on saturday...so muz copy down schedule for each week...

now my legs r damn sore....so tired n...my poooooor back....lol i am sssssssssssooooooo old hahahah....

tml working/ tr@ining

elloooo.....went to meet ching early to accompany her to get her uniform for her work....she is suppose to get her stuff at 1pm...n she took ard 1 hr at de place to fix her stuff...trying her uniform n learning how to tie her scarf lol...then had to wait for her outside due to tat there is another person taking interviews....i onli had a cup noodle in de morning...was pretty famished after she finished her stuff...both of us were restlesss...partly ching was a bit sick...while mi is going to work tml lol....then we went to buy my shoe for working tml...its was quite fast...i juz try de shoe n thinks its oki then i bought it...it was quite cheap too...onli 20bucks ^^...

after tat we met her bf at de mrt station n rush down to douby ghuat to had our lunch... hmmm...went to eat ramen at ajishan....dunno how to spell de name...n manage to had de lunch promotion b4 3pm lol...we reached there ard 2.45pm...i tried de black pepper beef ramen n had a side order of mayonise prawns...hmmm....de black pepper beef was quite nice except tat i dun like de black pepper haha.ha...coz i dun eat black pepperes =P...prawn was quite oki...but a bit too much mayonise will make ppl fat! so cannot eat much lol...i finished de ramen quite fast lol...hmm...the chef was an indian...but he speak chinese beri beri beri fluent lol...ching n her bf were stun!...n he dun hav de indian accent?(dunno spelling correct or not)...

then...we went to shop for ching stuff...hai!!!torture day...from p.s to herren...n it rained along de way -.-...n ching n her bf din bring umbrellas lol...ching went to OG 1st to look for her shoes...then...de rained got heavy...n her bf was going to work soon...so got to shelter them 1 by 1 to cross de roads n stuff...every1 got a bit wet...coz umbrella too small liao...then my shoes got all wet...lucky i wore sandals not sneakers....my jeans also got wet -.-....then went to herren....isetan....N back to P.s again -.-....

then we went to eat our dinner... i brought ching to try out de durain chee chong fun which rebecca n ben brought mi to a few times...since its her 1st time to try it...n i was thinking of eating it...so we went to eat...n sinceeeee we were at p.s tooo....de place is ard tat area...we ordered a fish porridge...fried rice...durain chee chong fun...n zi ma tan yuan...its was realli filling...lol too bad ching's bf din get to eat de mouth watering durain chee chong fun hahaha...coz he got to work..but nvm ching can bring him there later on hahaha...then after dinner we went back to herren to get her shoes....sooooooooooo ma fan...haii...legs breaking soon...imagine tml had to stand 8hrs -.-....then i hav been carrying my shoe n bag for so long.....

finally...after she got her shoe...we went home...taking de longer trip home...so we get to sit throughout de whole journey even though we need to take longer time to get home.....now quite worry abt tml working...hope things go smoothly for my 1st day of working/training....scaryyyyyy arrr~!


pic of de stuff we eaten


durain chee chong fun yummy!

found job!

hmmm...today went out with ching....to make posb atm card ^^....1st time make lol...de card also can use as nets....wahahhah....but scare i might misuse it ....n become broke -.-"....then need to sign for de card....my signature was not beri constant lol...then hav to sign a few times...so pai seh lol...coz seldom sign ma...haha...then also 1st time apply card...then after accompanying ching to buy some stuff...we went to woodlands....

she n her bf went to collect their transcript at their new RP sch lol...it was still constructing...its was realli a beri hot n stuffy day...when she was getting stuff at bukit batok...it rained...under a bright sunny sun...tai yan yu -.-"...it rained a while n stop..on our way back...its was realli hot...de rain was evaporating -.-"...then at woodlands...still need to walk a certain distance to her sch...i was perspiring like hell....as usual, ching will bring her digital camera with her...n start taking pictures lol!....taking pic of her sch n herself lol.....then after tat her bf went to work...her bf so funni...coz rushing for work...then need to walk faster...he keep turning back n wave at us lol...so lame...even he is on de mrt train...ching still saw him waving at her LOL!...

then...we went ard woodlands...looking at shops which wanna hire ppl...then we saw a few...like sale assistant from chamelon...a bakery shop n a shop selling icecream...lol so decided to go to de chamelon de shop....as F & B seems tougher lol...then we walk in n ask de person in charge....i was realli lousy lol...coz i dunno wat question to ask....n muz keep saying i am not student n not further studies lol..or else ppl dun wan hire mi...haha.....heng ching was there...lol help mi ask question n replying...or else i dunno wat to do...might juz stun there haha..dunno is i working or she working lol....but i think i realli stun there when she say muz work at douby ghaut lol...its so far from my place -.-"...but for now its training at woodlands lo...then she told mi to come training tml...then heng ching save mi again lol...saying we need to get some sch documents then fri then go lol...its 1.30 to 10pm...wa....8hrs working 1/2hr break lol...so fast!!!!!!

dunno is excited or sad...but nervous lol n scare coz i scare something wrong then they dun wan to hire mi lol...kk muz stop thinking too much lol...but got some $$ take also quite good...work ard 3days per week...hmm still oki la...can slack slack...work a while get some $$....then can spend...also muz save a little...hmmm....so get ard less than $600 per month lo -.-...better than slacking at home each day ba...hee so a bit happi...hee heee...finally i am not jobless le!

i even got to use my atm card for de 1st time lol...to buy de clothes that i need for de shop coz...they din provide uniform until after 3 or 4 weeks lol...spend 50 bucks today...30 on pants n 20 on 2 white polor teee...then saw a top quite nice lol but din buy coz still quite eX...coz its not so low cut...then got sleeve! so i think design quite oki....we also went to this fashion at kranji to look for my pants but in de end din buy lol...onli bot 1 at woodlands lol...then i went home n tell my mum abt de work thingy lol...hmmm..tats abt it bahz....some1 rushing mi to plvl in game liao kk...

sec..sch...friend..

halow....beri bored...so decided to post my entry for today....not much happening...still jobless..looking for jobs now....hmmm...met rebecca today to settle our SIM stuff....finally settle le....then we hav dinner at SIM lol...i tried de chicken cutlet....hmmm...amount is oki la...i think de coleslaw put too little...plus its not realli tat nice too...next time if i got selected in SIM muz try their butter rice lol...din saw it even though it was so BIG there hahah...but i think i will get fatter if i get in -.-""

after tat we went home....n alighted n de wrong stop to dover mrt station...haha super blur sotongs haha...then got to walk 1 more bus stop to dover....then we rush to chase de mrt again....on de way rebecca keep talking abt her boss lol...super naggy boss...always driving her ard singapore lol...somemore she got car sick...like torture for her...n she is handling 2 person workload....super busy for her lol...

when de train was reaching my stop....i saw 2 familiar person near de door...they were wei gee and siang chi...lol i din notice them until i was getting off de train...i had to walk between them to get out coz de train was quite crowded...i doubt they even remeber mi hhahaa...even though we were in de same class during sec 3 n 4...haha coz i seldom talk to them ma...hahaha...

tml will be going out with ching...her interview was a success n starting work next week...aww now left mi jobless....geeeezzzz wat am i going to do haaha....

rotting!!!

another day of rotting at home...lol...doing wat i always do since i am joblesss now hhaha....play online game....skip breakfast...waiting for mum to come back for breakfast cum lunch...see i so gd....save 1 meal lol....2 meals per day!!!hahaha....LaMe....slack at home for de whole day...then watch tv during nite...well now also watching tv....juz taking some time off to post de POST OF DE DAY!hahha...watching de siao yuan superstar now....coz nothing interesting...i skip ytd post coz nothing special to report.....same as today lol!...oh ya...long time no dota liao...all rusty liao hahaha....oh ya...ching wanted mi to go swim with her today...heng....she got sick -.-" hope she get well soon...n her interview to be a success...hahaha...another rottting day tml....awwwwwwwww...........

yUmmY dinner

today went out with ching...to accompany her for her interview...lucky today she is not late..haha..so we meet up...since it was still early before her interview, we went to bugis temple there to bai bai hoping that her interview is a sucess n that i will find a job soon lol...its was crowded at de temple...there is so mani ppl there praying...lol on de way to bugis village, rebecca saw mi! guess she was with her colleage lol..she saw mi when we r crossing de road...we were facing one another...i din even notice until she wave at mi lol...she was going to de national library lol

after praying session...ching went to her favourite hobby again...which is window shopping...lol lucky its onli WINDOW shopping haha...she saw a belt that she likes beri much...but de price was like $49.90...lol a belt so eX...she din buy of coz...coz we were jobless n no income...somemore its realli damn expensive for a belt...oh ya...becoz she is wearing singlet today...keep accidently expose her inner beauty lol...so hav to look out for her...heee heee

her interview was a success i think even though...we (her bf n mi) had to wait until i almost fainted of hunger haha..coz de interviewer was busy with a customer...after her interview we went to outram park for our dinner...ching brought mi to a chinese resturant which sells xiao long bao...hmmm...we hav to wait to get it coz it was full house tat time...imagine mi so hungry still hav to see de ppl eating...its like torture to mi grr....hmm...we ordered quite a lot of stuff....i finished a plate of peanuts after we were seated lol...imagine how famished i am hahaha...we ordered...xiao long baos...i ordered noodles...we also ordered pan fried dumplings...n tang yuan for dessert...overall its was nice...i ate until i am bloated...plus i drank a lot of tea too lol...after dinner...we went home lo...haha...tats how simple i spend my saturday!