juz a moment of feeling empty

hmm...went to sch today...stats class was boring as usual...then wait for a friend to pass him stuff...as usual late lo...then i n ken had to wait for some time...then we had lunch at bt timah foodcourt ba...then i went home...anyway took a wrong bus home...haha...tats was heading towards clementi...then i alight n took another bus then was on de right track....when i reached home...i was realli tired...n din feel like doing anything...so i juz rest n do some puzzle book thingy....

dunno y...i am feeling kind of down....pms ma?...juz feel tat i am useless sigh -.- this thingy comes n go...guess ppl see le also used to it le...exam fees has come...maybe tats y i am worry of my studies...time passes so fast...i believe all my friends can make it..i am scare i wont...coz i noe my studies is not gd at all...n i dun like to study n no motivation...HAI....tats y...stupid mi rite....sometimes being alone is gd...but when u r alone...u will tend to think of a lot of stuff....for mi i will think a lot of bad stuff tats y....well after listening to phantom of de opera music...lighten up a bit liao....

night time n day time....i prefer de nite...even though it often makes 1 feel lonely...maybe becoz of de quiet surrounding...sometimes becoz of de cool cool breeze tat brush on de cheeks...n especially like de stars in de nite....coz they r so little...but there is lots n lots of them...n all of them r blinking at u....how nice would it be to see de nite sky with lots n lots of stars in a open sky....de feeling would be wesome...i onli remember a little of this scene when i went to sec 1 orientation camp....during de nite walk...but i kind of forget how it looks like le....but i remember i enjoyed tat nite...coz it was my 1st time seeing so mani stars...its all in de past....i do get to see some stars from my small window in my room....even though they r little compare to de 1 i saw b4...but still it always makes mi feel hmmmm...there is juz a undescrible feeling...but it was a good feeling....it gives a majestic feeling....i am juz a small small person standing under a big big sky....hahaha my vocab is litmited la...sigh....emptiness...wats de meaning of my life...i dunno!!!!wat do i live for?