no one understands.....

"Friendship is delicate as a glass, once broken it can be fixed but there will always be cracks"

"Books and friends should be few but good."

"The only unsinkable ship is FRIENDSHIP."

" A friend is one to whom one may pour out all the contents of one's heart, chaff and grain together, knowing that the gentlest of hands will take and sift it, keep what is worth keeping and with a breath of kindness blow the rest away."

"People never know how special someone is until they leave, but maybe sometimes its important to leave, so they are given that chance to see how special that someone really is!"

"Should I forgive and should I forgive the hurt that's caused me all this?"

"True friends are the people who brighten your smile everytime your with them"

"Despite the advice about choosing your friends wisely, you really can't choose your friends. They choose you."

"Friends aren't jumper cables, you don't throw them into the trunk and pull them out for emergencies."

"True happiness consists not in the multitude of friends, but in their worth and choice."

"Never injure a friend, even in jest."

friends...

i give to u a gift of my friendship,

a piece of my heart n soul,

a shoulder to cry on when life makes u sad

laughter for ur silly jokes.

an ear to listen to ur concerns,

eyes to see de beauty of ur soul,

advice when u are at a fork in de road,

n a smile to brighten ur day.

all this i giv u n more

because u r my friend....

outing at SeNtoSa

this is an update on ytd trip hahaha...coz ytd too tired to blog...so blog today....yesh...went to sentosa to celebrate kath's bday...its an early celebration...we met at 10 lol...alvina was de 1st to reach...coz she make a vow tat if she is late for 5min, she will let us throw her into de sea lol...in de end joyce was de last to reach hee hee....on de way we bot kath cake...then we met kath...later we went to supermarket to get some drinks n tibits....we meant to take cable car over to sentosa de but it was too ex...so we took de monorail instead...which was recently built....this took us some time...coz we were walking ard de place...de monorail was $3 which include de $2 entry fee....oh also saw Neville tat day...coz he was working lol....

then...when we alight we were at de end of siloso beach ba...we settle on de nearest shelter we can find....n we start to light de candles n start eating de cake after de bday song~....haha...we took lots of photos tooo....hah...alvina wanted to sabo serene by pushing her into de sea lol...in de end she is de 1st one to get wet....then joyce was de last one to get wet lol...coz she was holding de cam...so we need to wait for her to keep her cam before pulling her into de sea hahaha....we were chatting n playing ard in de sea for a while...then we decided to go bath...after de bath ...we took a skyride n luge lol...no 1 expected de skyride to go realli tat high...every1 was stiff to death lol...coz we were like sitting on a bench with a "safrty bar" which can be pull up easily lol...it was so open...n we went realli high haha...kath was realli scare....hmm...so i told her its alright lol...n start screaming to joyce,serene n alvina...who is in front bench....i can see they were realli stiff...lol i keeping shouting to them lol...i guess tat calm kath down a bit ba lol...n grab her hand to comfort her lol...finally we reached...every1 was realli startled lol...but de luge was fun....i was wearing skirt la....i did wear pants inside...on de way down...my skirt got blown up...so i sudden brake to adjust lol...then i came in de last place!!!....so sad!!!...

we travel ard sentosa...we took de trams....alvina wanted to play de trapez de..but in end she din lol...after tat we saw de siloso beach logo n took pictures lol...we ate at delifrance....then took de tram back....hmm coz we dunno de way in sentosa...we wanted to watch de animal shows de...on de way....it rained...all 5 of us was squeezing in 4 person seats...kath n mi...both at de edges...got wet...my skirt was all wet...one side of my butt was wet....we saw alot of ppl waiting at de shelter lol...we were on the tram when joyce wanted to take pictures at de bridge....so when de rain has stopped we got down n took photos at de bridge...n we climb up de towers at de end...de scene was beatiful...we saw couples kissing -.-...n they were at it beri beri long....we walk down to see de animal show...there were birds...snakes...lizards...n dogs....de hawks were realli flying real close to us lol...n de snake was realli huge....lizard...hmm....was also qutie big....n scared serene when its tail accidently hit serene leg...she screamed lol...at de end of the show....we took pictures with de dog lol...it was realli big....n kath took pic with de snake lol...

then we make our way to de musical fountain...today was its last show...hmmm....its a super memorable show...coz we were watching it in de rain!!!...gosh...wet again....lucky we brought umbrella but...still...we were wet....kath n i were sharing umbrella...her left side got wet again n my right side got wet again....keep getting wet....every 1 was also wet...de rain din stop lo....we make our way back to de monorail station...where every1 was heading towards....then we took de train back to vivocity....n had korean cusine in de kopitiam...its was quite nice....de food got a certain quality lol...

it was realli a enjoyable day...even though we waste time to try to get to our location lol...but its seems we hav explored quite a bit lol...every 1 was keen n looking forward for de next sentosa trip....this time with full force as well...tats include our da jie lol...who cant make it with us...

succeed!!!

yesh....today...met kath n alvina....n we went to queue up for de donutz at de donut factory which was located at de raffles shopping mall at city hall...we reached n start to queue at 11.15am...alvina was LATE again....hoho it was my second attempt to get de donutz hiak hiak hiak...1st attempt fail....today when we reached there were already ppl queueing up for de donutz lo.....i broke my 1st record of waiting for 2hrs....today we waited for 3hrs!!!! hoho...super patience ba...was curious on how it taste like ma...because so mani ppl were buying...during these 3hrs...was suaning alvina...hahah....then was chatting ard n acting crazy....coz those ppl dunno how de queue goes...n will "accidentally" jump queue....so we were chatting n crapping ard....those gong gong ppl dunno how to queue...n often when they were told tat de queue goes all de way behind they got de same expression "OMG its so long"....hahahaha....some ppl who has no patience will condem that de donutz does not taste good even though they never tried it b4....cant eat de grapes say de grapes sour....lol....hohooh...so today i bot 6flavours....taste was quite nice....looks also beri beautiful...when we got our donutz it was freshly baked de lo...hahaha...de topping was melting...ahhaha juz came out of de oven de lo....hahaha....i bot double chocolate,spicy cheese,hazelenut milk chocolate,apple cinnamon,orange white chocolate n de heart shape donut with strawberry filling...hohooh...double chocolate was nice...bro likes de strawberry 1 hahaha...n de donutz taste oily at all...my parents was like...wat!!! 3hrs rather dun eat nehz...hahaha but wan to try how it taste like maaaa...so i bot it lo...welll if u r really free enough...can suggest to buy de donuts hahahaha....quite yummy hahah...can try wor!!!!....

broke this month! haha

lol...today meet up with ching...went to bugis n bot her a bag for her coming present....lol ytd juz spend 50bucks...today also 1$50 dollar note fly away liao haha....this is de 21st year...where all de same badge of friends of de same year have their 21st bday hahaha....so broke na....this month already got 4 ppl birthday....lol...hmm...but oki la...they happi can le...n also within my budget..coz i am not a rich ass lol...but of coz juz hope they realli like their presents...hmmm...we chatted n walk ard...then had dinner at delifrance lol....shared a plate of beef spagetti...its was not as nice as pasta mania de....n had a grilled chicken...not as nice as kenny roger de...but de dessert wAS SUPER NICE....chocolate fudge cake...with vanilla icecream...tats was like heaveN...so chocolaty n sweet...BEST....n we also got ice cream sundae...holy....realli was undescriblable.....CHOCOLATE OKI!.....de sundae was oki...got yam,vanilla, strawberry flavour...lol...then we went home...de dessert was de best!!!!!!! hahahaha

a pic of de sundae

lallala

today went out with kath n alvina...went to chinatown for lunch...met at 12...alvina was late even though she was de 1st one to get out of her home lol...so she treat us guo tie...hmmm...was oki la...quite nice...then we went to bugis...then both of them bought some CDs...eh...then we went to walk ard to see if there r any nice clothes...n then we walk to bugis junction lo....bascially today is shopping day....walk ard....until my foot is realli tired lo n aching lol....then we walk to suntec to marina square...coz kath was going to get her member card...n got 35%discount...so we tried de clothes there....there r printed tees...cute...hmmm n shorts n skirts n jackets...its under cute n punkish category lol...saw a bag...quite nice n small...n got 2 functions...ard 20+bucks after discount...but i dun wan to spend a lot lol...in de end i bot a short lol...its was juz nice...maybe a bit tight becoz of my butt....too fat liao lol...after discount was 25.90 so still oki....n alvina n kath was talking abt going to sentosa to celebrate kath bday haha...so i finally got shorts le wor!...we went to walk ard n had kenny rogers for dinner...like tat spend ard 50bucks liao....in de end i left onli 6bucks in my wallet haha...n i brought like 54bucks lol...din realli buy a lot of stuff lo but in de end spend so much hahaha...tml meeting ching for dinner lol...hmm...tats all lo...

....lonely.....

sad....

some pictures from ktving

update on ytd n today's rebecca birthday.....

hey hey...ytd...we had a small celebration of erm..."ending of mock exam"...well actually...we din went for most of it...lol so we got a early celebration...*feel so guilty*....sadly katherine din join us for kbox session...coz she dun realli sing ba....or maybe there is not much choice of songs for her....hmm....joyce was de organiser again...we plan to meet a 2pm....at marina square...i met da jie at 1.15...we reached there 1st lol...as usual got late comers haha...then da jie was saying...an hungry woman is a angry woman lol...then she bought a pair of earings too...coz she wanted to buy lol...eh...then we meet alvina....after tat...joyce n serene then reached....serene n mi was in pain....coz we wear heels...argh...torture our foot lol...we were walking n complaining...haha...coz it was realli painful....got blister.... "ai mei" so our feet got tortured haha....then we went for lunch...mi n da jie had japan crusine la...but de noodles is realli sucky...not nice at all...CMI...but hungry..so got to eat...then...we start singing at 3pm ba...toook a few pictures haha...k box is like a freezer as usual...so cold....lucky i did bring my jacket...lol...enjoyed ourself...then we had dinner at billy bombers...it was my 1st time there...share a rasberry soda with da jie...then...had a huge burger...lol...it has beef n chicken patty...then there is a fried egg...n fries...i cant finished my food lo so lousy hahah....alvina de pro...managed to finish a lot lo....she got ribs n half bbq chicken...the portion is also a lot lo...joyce finished her meal 1st...coz she was realli hungry...serene n mi din finish hahaha...then i ate all de cherries in de soda...lol~...coz dunno y no 1 eat heee...serene had a chocolate malt...it was quite nice...n joyce had peach soda...alvina had "desire mi" lol a mixed of kiwi n peach soda....then we tried serene chocolate malt...n then alvina's drink become a "poison" drink coz some chocolate malt got mixed in her soda...it was bubbling with foam haha...so we kept teasing her...alvina...always tio suan lol...its was ex of coz...1 meal was abt 30 bucks per person...wa...cant spend so much...

today is rebecca's bday...went to her home n reached ard 5....coz i dun realli noe how to get to toa payoh...so got a ride in her dad's lorry...she invited a lot of ppl...went to get her cake n help her to blow some balloons...hmmm...played pool there...manage to sang one song there....she was running ard entertaining her relatives n friends...well...lucky kath was there to accompany mi...she also met angeline n xian hui...so sad...we were in de "others" category lol...we entertain ourselves lo haha...de food was oki la...chatting n getting to know one another...among de 4 of us....her neice was quite daring ba...she spoke to us even though we dunno one another lol...hmm...then after tat...went off at 10...kath brought mi to de mrt station...n now i am at home blogging lo....tats all...

some thoughts

say ai should not blame anyone...rather i should thank her...

she showed mi a lot of things...we had good times together too...

open a bit of my circle of friends...trying to open myself more to others..

asking mi to pursue on into studying in uni...asking mi to join orientation camps

meeting new friends...of coz...some of her friends i am not familar with...

i should thank her...for letting mi meeting all my jie meis...

thank her for letting mi alone...so i made my own friends...

n not juz befriend with her friends...

well...but i haven realli been bad to her...

help her out when she needs...sometimes spending my own $$...on her...

a nice friend she has been to mi...

dun give mi titles...if u cant act to de roles...dun...

i may take certain things seriously at times...

being sensative to things ppl said...

sometimes try to be de best of mi...

but sometimes not the true mi...

muz learn to cherish the things n ppl around us....

so we wont live in regrets...

though some things r part n parcels of life...

life still goes on...

life is realli so fragile...

so we muz live to our fullest each day...

if u had de courage to kill urself...

y not use de courage to live strong?

bla bla bla...wat am i talking abt again?

juz some thoughts running wild...haha..

juz some messy thoughts running wild in my head...

the higher u hope...the more disappointment u get...

so wats more to hope?when u get is pain?

dun claim to be my best friend...there is not such thing as best friends...

nor do i wan a best friend...i juz need a close friend...

showered with tender loving n care n attention when i need them...

n not juz mi giving u all de attention...

dun treat mi like a fool...i may be slow but i am not a fool...

bahz stupid...wat am i talking abt -.-

too free nothing better to do ...so bullshit~