often think that de world super big...whereas i am juz a tiny little nobody....however i do wan to be noticed...who will spot this little tiny little nobody?...i am not as ambitious as others....guess i am too easily contented in life...enuff to eat...spend...a roof over my head is enuff....somehow life still seem meaningless...but i never dare to try to step out....to reach for something tat i really wanted...but i dun even noe wat i wan in life...all i do is sulked n blame de world....i dunno...every1 is so great...but mi?...no significant value....sometimes will think...with mi or without mi...life still goes on...i see no importance of my presence...but i guess no 1 bothers anyway...who will care...pity?i dun wan pity...but juz to voice out wat i feel...sometimes....its so hard....on 1 hand wan ppl to noe...but on de other hand dun wish ppl to see this side of mi....so kns rite...