haha another 1...

wow...lol

simple is bad?

well...i guess i got too much free time to think abt stupid stuff eh....life have been quite smooth sailing for mi so far....i haven realli encounter something big tat has change my life...or maybe i had but i din realise....so...

...been wondering....wat kind of gers attracts men? some get countless attention from men....some claim dun wan to go in relationship but in de end attached so fast...of coz they hav been through some relationships le lo....

..thinking simple....leading a simple n slacking life....i guess this dun attract ppl at all then? juz simply wanting to find a simple mate to dote n shower love is too hard i guess....guess this dun turn them on ba....they prefer those with super mind of their own....

guess they r not interested in those plain gers....might wan those who can give them excitement de bahz....sophiscated? i dunno....dun wan to pin hopes on any guys...coz in de end all i get is pain....no hope --> no pain.....juz lead my lonely life....

lucky i still got my friends n family around mi....but i still feel life is so empty...wat is missing then....maybe i will be alone for de rest of my life....

ppl always used to say....' de right 1 is not here yet...wait patiently..' is it oki to believe it? is there any prove to it...or its juz to comfort ppl...

some ppl get bf so easily...y is it so hard for some others....is it wrong to be myself n be wat i am? or do i hav to put on thick mask n be so fake of myself...or should i pretend to be another person? this juz sux...if i got a choice...i rather not hav any feelings for guys at all....juz a bunch of lies...

tired!!!

hmm ....been working from fri till today...tml still got work....so tired...haven finished my assignment due on wed....my supervisor has been hospitalised....tats y i had to fill in some slots...tats y i will be quite busy with work n studies these few weeks....de aunties there also ask mi to go n visit her...so planning to go with 1 auntie on fri ba...hai...old liao....a lot of illness comin...hope the supervisor get well soon then...so lack of slp these few days despite i tried to slp early...but early still drag to late lol...so tired!!!

my 21st bday!!!

yea!!! today is my birthday!!!....went to sch as usual....n was going for econs class...when i came out of de toilet....spotted some1 beri familar!....she was SERENE...lol i remember she dun hav class on wed lo hahaha...then i guess something was going...lol my da jie menz wan to surprise mi lol...serene bought de cake...lol...though de surprise was a bit spoilt lol but i was realli surprise la hahaha....serene got de wrong info on which classroom we had our lecture lol...so i spotted her becoz she was juz outside our classroom....haha....was a bit pai seh lol...coz there were mani ppl ard when we were celebrating hee hee...it was a quick session becoz we onli had half hr break haha...n snap a few pics...oh i got a bag from de jie meis

today dinner was a bit special today...ahaha...we had pizza for our dinner lol...n mum cook some noodles in case we were hungry haaha...at de later time....i cut my cake lol... today ate 2 types of cakes....one is fruit cake from jie meis n chocolate cake from my family lol...

received alot of smses from friends too hee hee...was pretty exhausted today...past few days din hav enuff slp lol...was pretty tired after all this happenings....THX AGAIN FOR DE CELEBRATION LOL...

fruit cake

chocolate cake

My 21st celebratioN update!

for these pass 3 days i started celebrating my 21st bday with different grps of friends....this coming sat will be celebrating with my jie meis....but i hav to thanks all of my friends who had make an effort to celebrate my 21st bday....n realli thx them for the gifts!!! i realli enjoy myself with all of my friends...beri hard to express in words....but realli THANKS ALOT GUYS N GALS LOVE U ALL *HUGGIES* lol...a picture speak a thousands words yea! so here r some pics!

29sept with my online friends :aku aka chee yong, dave aka guang hua, kiwi aka kee wei, mr yoma aka eugene, yigao aka xiao tao, derek, benedict n jin ming who was de photographer.

30sept with rebecca n angeline

1oct with ching n katherine

some of de gifts received!