simple is bad?

well...i guess i got too much free time to think abt stupid stuff eh....life have been quite smooth sailing for mi so far....i haven realli encounter something big tat has change my life...or maybe i had but i din realise....so...

...been wondering....wat kind of gers attracts men? some get countless attention from men....some claim dun wan to go in relationship but in de end attached so fast...of coz they hav been through some relationships le lo....

..thinking simple....leading a simple n slacking life....i guess this dun attract ppl at all then? juz simply wanting to find a simple mate to dote n shower love is too hard i guess....guess this dun turn them on ba....they prefer those with super mind of their own....

guess they r not interested in those plain gers....might wan those who can give them excitement de bahz....sophiscated? i dunno....dun wan to pin hopes on any guys...coz in de end all i get is pain....no hope --> no pain.....juz lead my lonely life....

lucky i still got my friends n family around mi....but i still feel life is so empty...wat is missing then....maybe i will be alone for de rest of my life....

ppl always used to say....' de right 1 is not here yet...wait patiently..' is it oki to believe it? is there any prove to it...or its juz to comfort ppl...

some ppl get bf so easily...y is it so hard for some others....is it wrong to be myself n be wat i am? or do i hav to put on thick mask n be so fake of myself...or should i pretend to be another person? this juz sux...if i got a choice...i rather not hav any feelings for guys at all....juz a bunch of lies...